PAX East begins in less than 24 hours!!!
About 9 hours from now, I will be in Boston and my heart will be beating like jackrabbit on speed. I am going to face my anxiety head-on and interview people/blog on camera from the Boston Convention Center. I'm excited and nervous. Excited for PAX East, and nervous that I've set the bar of expectations for myself too high and I won't look or feel confident on camera, thus crappy vlog. Or that I will be so nervous to talk to someone that I will pee myself or need coaching from Boyfriend and then I won't look professional enough and no one will want to talk to me. Then, I have to remind myself that I'm going to a con. I'm going to be a minority there (you know, that whole having a vagina thing) and of course guys will probably want to talk to a cute girl with a microphone. Then I freak out again, because-oh shit-they want to talk to me, I better not fuck it up. These are the things that keep me up at night.